I took time to rewrite my story. I decided to restart, to get out of my relationship to focus on myself, though I still love him a lot. I decided to change my workout routine, to practice smiling, and to focus on studies and music. I’m giving life one more chance. I do admit, if I wasn’t so cowardly, I would have ended it already, but my soft ass always thinks about my friends as I’m attempting. I don’t think it would have been too bad if I just did it, but I’m glad I chose not to. I’m glad I’m giving life its last chance.
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