no longer pretending

[forgottenmix]

im not going to continue to pretend everything is okay when it’s not. I don’t want to come off as an attention seeker, but i just can’t mask any of my anger and hostility anymore. I despise having to stare at my own reflection in the morning and smile until it’s perfect. God, I fucking hate pretending. No, im not okay. However, I really don’t want help. It’s an odd situation.